I figured since this was the week of Valentine’s Day, I could write an intimate post about a few lessons recently learned about love.
Disclaimer: I do not feel that a relationship belongs on social media in any kind of big way, so I will be omitting my own real life examples. I feel like I am still able to produce a quality post with only the bare minimum of specifics. However limiting this post is and private I may be, I still want to articulate the following thoughts here, just for me. As an INFJ, this is important as it is a release of what’s going on in my head.
Before E, I had not been in a relationship for ten years and that previous one was mostly long distance during college. Casual dating just so happened to detail my 20s. (Odd for the serious INFJ I know, but I am painfully shy around the opposite sex and didn’t find a gentleman I liked enough or rarely when I did, he didn’t commit to me.) Plus, I am a different person with each passing year! Without serious relationships lately when I am the person I am today, the more I learn about love, the more I realize just how little I know how to act in a relationship.
For a long time, I thought that dating a significant other again was pretty much always a bad idea with rare exceptions. My thinking was that in doing so one was settling, forgetting the issues that broke up the relationship, in order to not be single or because it’s easier than finding someone new and then figuring him or her out. I once had a boss who often advised that “tigers don’t change their stripes.” This previous thought of mine has truth, but, still, I have changed my mind. I am much more open-minded than I was. I now think you should evaluate the person and current situation rather than adhere to a black-and-white rule. As you know, E and I split up during early November and then reunited during the middle of December. It was absolutely the right decision for me to agree to date him again. There are many reasons that a second time around might be the way to go. I think that you learn so much about love, what you do and don’t want with each relationship, that it could truly change you. Life can also be very difficult to handle at times and a relationship is added work. One should commit to treating his or her significant other as a priority not as an option, despite life. And when it rains, it pours. After the storm and having learned from mistakes the hard way, one can set a new course. Also, timing for one or both people could simply be off, in many ways, emotionally, geographically, etc. A renewed commitment with a united future view could put two back on track.
As an INFJ, I abhor conflict. I tend to avoid it whenever possible. And since speaking what I think (rather than writing it and rehearsing the script repeatedly first) is not my strength, I’m not even good at arguing. Heck, I can hardly articulate how I feel or what I want right off the bat. That’s actually called something, the INFJ Freeze. Hopefully, even argument can be done in a way respectful of my nature. In addition to conflict, I also have long rejected drama. Plus, I have such a complex rich inner life, with thoughts pretty much always racing through my mind that I can never quiet down, that I prefer to cultivate a more simple calm, cool and collected kind of atmosphere in life. Even though I am strict about a few things and values important to me, overall, I am an incredibly easy-going partner, up for anything. But, another love lesson I have learned is that I do need to set boundaries and speak up for what I believe, even if it disturbs the peace. The possible consequences for laying down the law can be frightening. …but it’s definitely scarier to not be completely yourself with the one you love and to fail to express what you truly need. I want authenticity. Since I desire a deep connection, I value honesty. I agree with the quote above, which I repinned from another INFJ. I also think that many people respond well to and even crave consistent boundaries. So, why not? Furthermore, passion is one of my favorite things about Italians and it is something I desire both in life and love. Such energy leans towards loud. C’est la vie.
Happy Valentine’s Day!
Love this post Michelle! I don't know if I am an INFJ but much of this sounds like you wrote it for me ;-). I do know I am as what is known as a "highly sensitive person" and an introvert. Have you read the book "Quiet-the power of introverts" by Susan Cain? Very enlightening! I wish I could have had this information 30 years ago. It certainly would have helped my self-esteem and self-growth in my younger years. BTW – When I first moved in with my husband I explained to him the needed 30 minutes to myself when I get home from work and he very graciously accommodates me.
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I have not read that. I tend to buy books at my (April) birthday and Christmas so maybe I'll add it to the list or check it out at the library… Thank you for the recommendation!
My story was a bit awkward to share but like I said it helps me learn and I hope it is beneficial to someone out there.
A lot of the time, I'll get off from work, immediately jump in the shower and get ready for a date, not giving myself time to decompress from my overloaded, busy day that I don't even speak well during the date. I truly need some time to transition myself! I appreciate you sharing your experience.
My husband (then boyfriend) was also very accommodating to my need for quiet when I got home when we first moved in together. I was used to living on my own and it wasn't until there was someone there all the time that I realised just how much I needed some me-time when I got home from work. I was an introvert in a people-oriented job whereas he is an extrovert in a computer-oriented job, but he accepted my need for quiet time before the social time that he needed.
My husband (then boyfriend) was also very accommodating to my need for quiet when I got home when we first moved in together. I was used to living on my own and it wasn't until there was someone there all the time that I realised just how much I needed some me-time when I got home from work. I was an introvert in a people-oriented job whereas he is an extrovert in a computer-oriented job, but he accepted my need for quiet time before the social time that he needed.
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